August 29, 2011 Leave a comment
A Poem I Texted to the Boyfriend after a severe emotional breakdown a couple days ago. Sometimes writing helps sorts out my feelings, and gives me clarity in a time of need. The following was a free write in class the other day and it just seemed to make alot of sense.
I don’t feel like there is a place for me in this world.
But no answers come.
The choice is mine,
But sometimes I can’t choose because of too many words in my head.
Telling me I can’t
Or they won’t hire,
Or you’re worthless.
Pain is all around me,
And I can’t shake it off.
Jest words sting.
And the Shields I used to have don’t work.
Is there going to be a light at the end of the dark tunnel?
Or am I going to travel life in the Darkness Labyrinth.
No way out.
Full of pain.
The Emotionally tired, Oracle of Dreams